Would it even matter if i told you i still cared? What would you think of it if i still thought about you? Feelings buried long ago have surfaced once again. Brought me me to that place before the place where i once thought that i was over you. So many things unsaid but it you only knew. All i ever wanted was you to hold on to. The pain inside grow sharper, piercing my heart through because i'll never be the one who's loved by you. Lofty thoughts of you used to deceive me every time. Why can't i ever just pull myself together? Off away from home alone you're chasing new endeavors. You explained them to me well, well i guess that maybe i should have gone too. always kill me softly.